Another Nope May revive

I found a very good start this week. At least there will be some important things which need me to deal with. This is about my future. I really would like to live simply in this very hard and sometimes complicated world. I know i am studying a B.A programme which is maybe weird for somebody else who knows me well. I have passed some questions in my mind and somebody else's mind too. I am not looking for a very high pride but, yess, i need my pride to relax myself. I just wanna be a simple person, live with a family enjoy all the things about bringing up children, and of course to be devoted to my husband, again... it's for my future life. One time i can feel that this world just needs some beautiful ballance.Right and worng, Nice and bad, Looking good and ugly, to be pansive and just careless, They are just small example.
I am grateful today that i have to start everything witha nice thing. No need to say "Swear" for a simple thing, But yess i need that word when i really need it. Working out myself can help me forgetting a very complicated feeling which may come along as my mood swings rapidly. I give a try..yess..Sure..to enjoy myself. The right path is shown here in my mind, the right papa's words are here inside my heart, so whenever i need them i just have to concentrate for awhile to seek a nice calm down and to look for the right thing. You are you, nobody can speak the words on your lips. Illuminate the darkest light in your dream, open the window and say..............GANBATE!!! CIA YO!!!SEMANGAT!!! there are still some good story and experience to deal.....
Really this is the real life: you should be grateful to way God send you the path....Dont be proud of yourself if it's only a little deal with being highercos sometimes the reall needs in your lives is a quality not just the quantityThe practice not just the theoryBe shy to yourself when you speak too "loud" only because you feel that "IT should be this way"an experience and do you bettera better human being is the one who really can appreciate somebody else's experinceto be a better lesson in his life.
Just concentrate and stay focus on what you are facing..I hope everybody who read this little grateful moment of mine can take a little brightside way. see!! correct yourself and always thinks in both sides, dont be just in one sight and view..then all you can do just pusshing yourself into a very bad number and showing your lower quality of experience: this writing may be full(not the "PULL", sorry!:-) ) of miss- spelled words, so tottal and utterly i would say sorry.... and feel sorry to some " miss pronunciation" which you may hear, sometimes, somewhere.....
JUST Gi'mme another qualified lesson, if you wanna share....

Roses in my ears

Far away from a distance
Further in an appearance
Belongs to one unconditioned love
Becomes silent in no matter
once you appear you may disappear
Once you believe you may disapprove
Come to me then see straight to my ears
There yuo'll find the best words you've said
Words you may forget
Words you may offend
They are still alive
beautiful just like roses....

When the sun blooms in my heart

I wonder where you are
I look into your eyes but i never know
I wanna stand before you to know
I can see the smile inside your eyes

When it doesnt seem to get easy
when it doesnt seem to be wholly
When it doesnt seem to be enough to see
When it doesnt seem to be so funny

I still remember the laughter you showed
I still remain stroger than the day you told me "it will never work out"
I still wanna tell you that the day you passed
I still wanna be with you

Cause that what i have inside this heart
When the sun blooms in my heart
To my december...............i love you just the way you are..............

a very imposible pass

The bluest sky may bring another silver lining among it's clouds.....
I still stand on the way that may bring another dissapointment......
oh God...would you send me another way to be better......
I pass my other nice friend to see the deepest friendship in the future.............

Be happy with this way...
YOu may carry another goddness in another time.............
change yourself....
sure from the bad side to the best side