Hi...
Today i woke up and relalised that there will be no papa picking me up from the airport when i arrive three years later. I knew i should start the day with no cry. I had told myself once before i went to bed. I could smile this morning, i opened my father's pics; I saw him facing me. That is all what i get after 24 years living with him. If only i could turn back time, i would like to stay in my fathers arms in every minute, and breath he had. I would never regret everything i got and passed with my father. NO!!! there will never be a reason to do that.
My father said that i was a sensitive girl, i know!!! I dont wanna have this whinning eyes!!! I should be strong like yo. As long as i live well in the right track!!! i will have no problem. Then, The words came this evening...i felt like i got much happiness today, sometimes i lost my sense that i should mourn. Papa now i remember that i should realise that you are gone already. I dont deserve to be happy this time.
I dont to laugh anymore.... you are now stay in my heart. I cry only to God. I just ask to HIM to make me feel OK and strong....Amien
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