Today on the day when i exactly believes in the end of the love. I finally have to judge myself. I have to stop the very beating of my heart. I had promised him. A promise which no one can believe that this is real and sensible. None of the living being can understand how i could make this strong devotion. Even many had told me, it was wrong. No wonder, even I had told me that it might be wrong. Then, Now, On, I beleive in myself this promise has never been killed. I never had any weapon to use, never ever. Stupidly I just knew it recently, that I could never find a good one to kill this, Promise. It's been a year passed. I never thought i could come back to reality. I always thought it was im possible to see him again directly infront of me. It was my choice or just my imagination which led me this way. It had to be the best year of my life. When we both pronounced that we will really be together forever. "forever boyfriend" . It was me We believed to let ourselves be full of happiness. We were deceiving people. Yes, we might have. "forever this heart is yours, and your home". The last sentence which remained in my lips in my last step which he could reach by eyes. Those feeling warmed my heart, melted the candle of tears in my eyes. last smile which blossomed out of the tears. I believed, he believed, they believed.
As I sat on that favourite window seat. I regreted too much that I never let him leave me. I just wanted to feel what he was feeling on his part. Tears were flowing down my face. I kept the promise of no mentioning any part of our happiness in my mouth, never ever. Days had gone by. Me, my life, and him. I still felt nothing no strength in me. He tried his best to wish me getting my happiness back. He, who I never thought would think of me in this side. He was so patient. Sitting beside, no word came out from his beautiful mouth. I never love this way of him. I used to be so fussy at seeing his silence upon my fussy way of life. I used to complain about him this way.But now, he had to be happy, I'm in his way, looking so. He who had brought me this way far, and close. I used to feel I was alone carrying a big bag of love which i never thought he had the same feeling towards me. I always thought i was the one who was in love. I dint feel a return but I accepted all.
"I need a refresh"
how my mouth said that to him. I never expected anything good or bad from this sentence. I said this sentence deliberately, moody face, fake smiles flowering my days. I was not broken hearted nor even disappointed by him the one who was infront of me. I just got a hollow in my heart. a part which was always full of the moment of truth, which always led the new happiness come in. I was so busy, recallling those dreams which i eve awore only would remain as a dream. I couldn't see the reality upon my life now. How, I felt the hollow without sadness, like this emptiness stopped on its way. My brain couldn't stop trying recalling Him, the one who was no more infront of me. The owner of all the beauty of the blue sky. I loved. Stoped. Full stop. So, What remain is an emptiness which no one could ever replace.
"Just go and come back soon", He was sounding patient, I did not care about his feeling, even, I understood how he understood me on his beloved way. He knew how my heart was so empty. Ho loved. Me. I belived. Though I ever wished for him to find th truth of his life and by mistake suddenly left me for another better condition, I ever swore that I would never blame him. Still. the one who was still infront of me. Spelling the best wishing for me for getting a refreshment. I am lost. I out of his love, I believed. My life, I never wished to be so empty even I ever thought it would be so.
A chance let me stay in a dark corner of my room. Sitting there with an empty notebook. I wanted to fill it full with all the stories about him, the one who was then much too far away from my reach. Dreams. Mom, was busy packing my needs for my refreshment. The party was coming in the next moth. heart needed me to contemplate. I needed to forget al te way things that I ever swore I never was be aable once to forget. I loved. My mouth could only spell this much. a sentence which I , me, No one could be able to finish with an important object. Tears, were flowing. I could only pray that this heart will believe in me.
Life would never be fair enough towards the one who was infront me. Though I am tryingtosetle things upon my rigt and my righteous wayof living, I stillcouldn't understand the wayhe was looking more innocent then just a stupid sparrow. So what about me even in this minute I couldnt recall the way i sincerely loving his guy in my past which was passed. Love, now and then. I could not understand still why i lost this all after such a good way i put a pause oo to his life about me, stili couldnt find the best way of him wanting me. Did he ever try toforget the way i was forcing himto be mine though i knew it was tohard for him to understandmy way. Oh life!!! why evrythinng was gettingharder. I ever thought loe would always be easytokill, to pause and to restart.Now I had lost myself. Alas.
A nice since passed my mind. A nigth when we didint have anywhere to sit, to just enjoy a bitter tea. He was facing me. I was then laughing at an extrardinary scene of my life. " you are the one who I ever let see me in this skirt"
Tuesday, December 14, 2010
A little story abou t Jasmine and Wine
It was a very hard day for Wine to live. Jasmine dint want to let him come to see her on her special day. Even Jasmine dint let him wish her a nice day face to face. Jasmine just wanted to celebrate that day silent ly. By seeing thousand ideas in his mind, Wine suddenly came on her window and and just saw her lyin on her bed.
Jasmine was in a very sad face and looked very pale. JAsmine dint even talk when she saw her " half " appeared infront of her. Jasmine was not sure how to be facing this. Jasmine dint talk and wine couldnt move a muscle.
Wine turned his happiness into a gloom. After awhile he pushed himself in. And took her away from her bed. Wine just wanted her to be under the best moonlight night. He was so surprised and shocke when Jasmine dint even have a great strenght to carry her soul.
Her pale temple adn lips let Wine know that her weakness was his strenght from then on. And her happiness was only his spirit. She smiled once at him, only in a glance. Her eyes winked and dint seem to let her lover's hapiness flew away.
He held her hand softly to walk beside him. he dint feel alone. He couldnt be so far from the bliss by that only. "My Heart-beats....Thanks for being beautiful". Knowing that she was in her worst shape, Jasmine stopped walking and covered her pale looking face with her beautiful hair.
Wine just looked at her and gave her a strength to move on. He held her shoulder now. Like there is nothing more perfect than this. They were walking under the moonlight and when the light fell upon her face. He saw an angel.
Jasmine tried to hide her pale face and stopped walking to say, "sorry for being unhealthy". Wine saw a little snow covering her face, cold and stable. he wouldnt let her away from his perfect happiness. His heart was almost covered by the coldest Icy mountain.
But he swore he wouldnt let it stop what was going beautiful in his heart.
He pulled her into his hug like he never cared before, like he almost lost the time being
He kissed her lips, " Dont let me die in this happiness without you, I just want to be by your side to be the one who will catch your tears, This heart needs you to live in, let me kiss this pain away and just be ok"
Jasmine stayed there, like there was no other place suited her body, they fell on the knees and one little hope bursted from Wine's mouth "let me be inside your heart awhile"
Tears ran down on Wine's Cheecks...
The End
Finurm, Hyderabad, July 23rd 2010
12.06 am
Jasmine was in a very sad face and looked very pale. JAsmine dint even talk when she saw her " half " appeared infront of her. Jasmine was not sure how to be facing this. Jasmine dint talk and wine couldnt move a muscle.
Wine turned his happiness into a gloom. After awhile he pushed himself in. And took her away from her bed. Wine just wanted her to be under the best moonlight night. He was so surprised and shocke when Jasmine dint even have a great strenght to carry her soul.
Her pale temple adn lips let Wine know that her weakness was his strenght from then on. And her happiness was only his spirit. She smiled once at him, only in a glance. Her eyes winked and dint seem to let her lover's hapiness flew away.
He held her hand softly to walk beside him. he dint feel alone. He couldnt be so far from the bliss by that only. "My Heart-beats....Thanks for being beautiful". Knowing that she was in her worst shape, Jasmine stopped walking and covered her pale looking face with her beautiful hair.
Wine just looked at her and gave her a strength to move on. He held her shoulder now. Like there is nothing more perfect than this. They were walking under the moonlight and when the light fell upon her face. He saw an angel.
Jasmine tried to hide her pale face and stopped walking to say, "sorry for being unhealthy". Wine saw a little snow covering her face, cold and stable. he wouldnt let her away from his perfect happiness. His heart was almost covered by the coldest Icy mountain.
But he swore he wouldnt let it stop what was going beautiful in his heart.
He pulled her into his hug like he never cared before, like he almost lost the time being
He kissed her lips, " Dont let me die in this happiness without you, I just want to be by your side to be the one who will catch your tears, This heart needs you to live in, let me kiss this pain away and just be ok"
Jasmine stayed there, like there was no other place suited her body, they fell on the knees and one little hope bursted from Wine's mouth "let me be inside your heart awhile"
Tears ran down on Wine's Cheecks...
The End
Finurm, Hyderabad, July 23rd 2010
12.06 am
The White Wine and Ice
This heroine has made her understand how love shall appear in this world. How he can become a very nice and silent pain killer for her who is fallen under the name of The Black Jasmine. The White wine seems so prosperous and settled in mind and understanding others' condition.This Wine appears to be happy and make people happy. This wine has come up with a conclusion in facing his life. More than just words he has peoved all the reasons and ways he's passed. This wine again, has destroyed the thing called heart- broken and sorrow in the jasmine's life.Jasmine is Jasmine, Very captivating with a very strong smell and taugh twig. Nobody can even notice what in her mind is. She can easily turns her frown into a smile, and turns the laugh into a gloomy cloudy day. Who knows, what she's hiding???..an abstract and abnormal view of life.She tries harder and much harder to control her feeling and motion, but again, she can never be a vampire. The wine always there, beside her, listening to her voice in his dream, even looks at her in a very chaotic dream. Wine, has a broad way of making his shoulder taugh for her.
The strong taste of wine can never let himself fall into misery of seeing tears flowing down Jasmine's cheeks. This time, Jasmine just tries to control her cry and sweeps away the stream on her face. Wine is there looking seriously to her mind, but still he cant read anything.He folds jasmine in his taugh heart, heartless, motionless, Navigates an easy thought for her.
Jasmine is stil there in the hug but the she cries a lot, for she can never grants all the wine's wishes. Whaterver wine tries to ease her, she can only cry. Jasmine wants wine to know that her cry is all becos, she feels so sorry. She is thinking of letting the wine go forever, Than she has to see the wine heart is Hurt. Whenever the cry starts, Jasmine just wants him to understand, The the wall that they have built together, is made of stone, but easy still to break.
The wine hold her tight in his hug, But tears still flow, Jasmine is hurting herself, seeing the nothingness in their future.
The wine, sweeps the tears away for the first time ever. "What kind of heart You have???" why easy to be sad???and cry, Stop it! stop It! Stop it!!!
It's not becos she wants to cry, but It's hard to stop...
Jasmine never wants to cry, even she swears she hopes to be a very cruel human being who has no tears for sadness. The wine steps away from her and says,"ok cry cry, cry as much as you want......fast faster!!! aloud..." Jasmine tries to stop but she can never hide her sadness. she is motionless now.
The wine comes over closer to her and hold her. he wisphers, "dont cry please Im sorry, Im telling you, my heart is ok!!!" Jasmine doesnt move a muscle, she wants nothing, she just keeps silent. The wine wants to hold her back in his heart. He is silent awhile and says,"kiss me"
jasmine wants nothing,
"kiss me please"
Jasmine still can listen
"kiss me....please kiss me...kiss me like before, show me that you are ok with me"
Jasmine stares at a pointless view.
The wine, then showers her with kisses, a lot of hugs, but jasmine doesnt reply,
jasmine dies in her dream jasmine, stop breathing, jasmine....is hurt,
And ...
Click!!!
she decides to move forward and tries to ferget any bad thing...
Love' trouble you sometimes....
understanding eachother
be strong if you want
or just enjoy the pain...
The strong taste of wine can never let himself fall into misery of seeing tears flowing down Jasmine's cheeks. This time, Jasmine just tries to control her cry and sweeps away the stream on her face. Wine is there looking seriously to her mind, but still he cant read anything.He folds jasmine in his taugh heart, heartless, motionless, Navigates an easy thought for her.
Jasmine is stil there in the hug but the she cries a lot, for she can never grants all the wine's wishes. Whaterver wine tries to ease her, she can only cry. Jasmine wants wine to know that her cry is all becos, she feels so sorry. She is thinking of letting the wine go forever, Than she has to see the wine heart is Hurt. Whenever the cry starts, Jasmine just wants him to understand, The the wall that they have built together, is made of stone, but easy still to break.
The wine hold her tight in his hug, But tears still flow, Jasmine is hurting herself, seeing the nothingness in their future.
The wine, sweeps the tears away for the first time ever. "What kind of heart You have???" why easy to be sad???and cry, Stop it! stop It! Stop it!!!
It's not becos she wants to cry, but It's hard to stop...
Jasmine never wants to cry, even she swears she hopes to be a very cruel human being who has no tears for sadness. The wine steps away from her and says,"ok cry cry, cry as much as you want......fast faster!!! aloud..." Jasmine tries to stop but she can never hide her sadness. she is motionless now.
The wine comes over closer to her and hold her. he wisphers, "dont cry please Im sorry, Im telling you, my heart is ok!!!" Jasmine doesnt move a muscle, she wants nothing, she just keeps silent. The wine wants to hold her back in his heart. He is silent awhile and says,"kiss me"
jasmine wants nothing,
"kiss me please"
Jasmine still can listen
"kiss me....please kiss me...kiss me like before, show me that you are ok with me"
Jasmine stares at a pointless view.
The wine, then showers her with kisses, a lot of hugs, but jasmine doesnt reply,
jasmine dies in her dream jasmine, stop breathing, jasmine....is hurt,
And ...
Click!!!
she decides to move forward and tries to ferget any bad thing...
Love' trouble you sometimes....
understanding eachother
be strong if you want
or just enjoy the pain...
Thursday, June 10, 2010
Bangalore City
Coming on the 24th of May 2010 I was curious about the city look. So far i have visited Mumbai and Goa where i found good excitement which I still can feel now. people said that this city is clean and the most important information for me is that this city has good weather. I went with two companies Nia and Henny.
We booked tickets for boarding on the Bangalore Summer- special Train. The ticket price was affordable for us as students, only Rs 749,- and it worth approximately Rp 150 thousands. We got on sleeper class train and enjoying the 14 hrs trip From Kacheguda- Hyderabad Train station To Bangalore City Junction. It was a very exciting moment to wait for the train but suddenly turned us off when the train came late and got delayed.
We departed at 10.35 pm on 23rd of May and arrived in Bangalore at 01.00 Pm on the 24th of May. We were picked up by our beloved friends Mr. Wing Wiryawan and Mukti Wibowo. There our train was late for one hour to arrive. Thank God we were really having a nice trip. On the way to Mr. wing's house I observed the traffic condition and system which finally I concluded that it was crowded for the bikers just looked the same as what we used to see in Hyderabad. There were lots of things which made me amazed on the road: Streets are clean, Traffic lights are almost in every junction and the most wonderful one is HELMET using!!! Most of bikers wears helmet though only the riders, But that's far better compared to Hyderabadi Bikers; Ignoring helmet, Traffic signals, too much horn honking....
The excitement of living in Bangalore don't stop there. Coming to Bangalore *new name Bangaluru*, made me feel like seeing some parts of my favourite city Surabaya, I see Malls and Plazas!!! Ypppie...!!! My hedonism style should be terminated hardly as I am a student. Bangalore Malls for me are Ok for sight seeing or window shopping. Then I got a little way for feeding my shopping hunger. *Commercial Street* This place is very nice a bit look like *Koti street* in Hyderabad, but things are more complete and various. Leather bags, Strap shoes n sandals, Indian ethnic bags which last time i saw in ELEphanta cave Mumbai, wow....shopping paradise.
Brigade and M . G roads are my other targets to visits during my stay in this beautiful city. Bangalore is counted as costly city in India. As i see the life style and living cost are higher than Hyderabad. On the other hand, It's exciting to have chance to visit this city, So people don't hesitate to come. Have a nice and wonderful journey
Finurm,
Bangalore, India, June 10th 2010
We booked tickets for boarding on the Bangalore Summer- special Train. The ticket price was affordable for us as students, only Rs 749,- and it worth approximately Rp 150 thousands. We got on sleeper class train and enjoying the 14 hrs trip From Kacheguda- Hyderabad Train station To Bangalore City Junction. It was a very exciting moment to wait for the train but suddenly turned us off when the train came late and got delayed.
We departed at 10.35 pm on 23rd of May and arrived in Bangalore at 01.00 Pm on the 24th of May. We were picked up by our beloved friends Mr. Wing Wiryawan and Mukti Wibowo. There our train was late for one hour to arrive. Thank God we were really having a nice trip. On the way to Mr. wing's house I observed the traffic condition and system which finally I concluded that it was crowded for the bikers just looked the same as what we used to see in Hyderabad. There were lots of things which made me amazed on the road: Streets are clean, Traffic lights are almost in every junction and the most wonderful one is HELMET using!!! Most of bikers wears helmet though only the riders, But that's far better compared to Hyderabadi Bikers; Ignoring helmet, Traffic signals, too much horn honking....
The excitement of living in Bangalore don't stop there. Coming to Bangalore *new name Bangaluru*, made me feel like seeing some parts of my favourite city Surabaya, I see Malls and Plazas!!! Ypppie...!!! My hedonism style should be terminated hardly as I am a student. Bangalore Malls for me are Ok for sight seeing or window shopping. Then I got a little way for feeding my shopping hunger. *Commercial Street* This place is very nice a bit look like *Koti street* in Hyderabad, but things are more complete and various. Leather bags, Strap shoes n sandals, Indian ethnic bags which last time i saw in ELEphanta cave Mumbai, wow....shopping paradise.
Brigade and M . G roads are my other targets to visits during my stay in this beautiful city. Bangalore is counted as costly city in India. As i see the life style and living cost are higher than Hyderabad. On the other hand, It's exciting to have chance to visit this city, So people don't hesitate to come. Have a nice and wonderful journey
Finurm,
Bangalore, India, June 10th 2010
Friday, January 22, 2010
This Dongkey Has Been Too Far Away From The Herd
This dongkey went far from the farmland to seek the best dream she could find. This Dongkey met people and experiences. All were new and almost out of what she ever thought before. This dongkey , once stopped her steps. DOngkey thought for a moment or two. She had to move on. She stopped thinking. In another while she met another new experience which she ever wanted to have far long time ago. This dongkey never thought that she was sort of stupid till she met a far much younger kind of Horse in the new farmland.
She thought the Horse was so untouchable. The Horse dint even want to be close to Dongkey. Dondkey stayed away, she couldnt ask him all the questions she had in mind. Dongkey came to see if the Horse were there in the same farmland at a moment. The Horse looked so nice and beautiful. A very active horse and a very stupid Dongkey were in the same world now. Dongkey was so happy to eat the greenary as she saw the Horse feeding himself with all he could eat. The Horse'sLaughter, beats, Voices, Dimples, gray eyes, were all she ever dreamt before.
Dongkey came, Dongkey went,....Dongkey was thinking only about Horse. Dongkey never recognized herself anymore, Dongkey was too far forgetting what she promised to her farmland behind. Dongkey then stopped dreaming for awhile. Dongkey just wanted to see the Horse. He had cheered up her heart thuds. Oh Poor Dongkey, she was so confused to define her thuds, throbs and Smiles. Dongkey a bit realised about her feeling. Gotcha...!!! Dongkey started her lullaby with many pictures she had captured and saved in her mind, that nobody could see.
Dongkey smiled in her sleeps.....
Dongkey called out the Horse...in some dreams...
Poor Dongkey...
She decided to removed the Horse from her dream, The Horse could never count on her feeling existence.
Dongkey was about to decide to go to another farmland when suddenly the Horse came around. the Horse started pronouncing her name wrongly. Dongkey kept correcting as she didnt really know if the Horse was just teasing her, oh poor Dongkey...now he made fun of Her.
Dongkey asked the Horse why he was always Injured!!!
Horse Bragged his story...Dongkey was amazed...this Horse was far from what she had seen before. There were another people in the farm but They just talked and talked..they forgot to eat...they laughed They ran..they were so happy...They forgot who they were. They were Dongkey ANd Horse, Tottaly different.
Another days came up....They were still together....
Another action show off..They were still calling out each other's name....
On one fine Day Dongkey stayed alone in her cage. She was so alone with nothing to do. Suddenly the Horse came and surprised her with his very...gorgeous face ?*Dongkey was a bit drunk and blind of the word 'like' in her dictionary*
Dongkey and Horse were somehow the same in shape abut dongkey looked a bit stupid while Horse always captivated all the attentions.
"dongkey....tell me anything you wanted to say the other day when you finally shut up ur nasty mouth"
"Which one..i guessed im done"
"Im not going to go from this cage if you dont wanna tell me!!!"
Dongkey was a stupid thing, She even forgot what she wanted to tell.
"c'mon...let me know!!!"
"Horse Dont push me!!! shall i open this head to tell you??? i forget"
"now c'mon i will sit like this beside you, i just wanna hear your words"
"wow wow.wow..what's this..Horse..I dont have anytihing to say"
Suddenly Dogkey's eyes and Horse' were locked under one fine moment, Time stopped!!! Dongkey remembered what she was going to say the other day, the horse's eyes..made her stay in the best Bliss!!!!
"Horse what if i like you???" Dongkey said
"repeat!!!"
""No no..no"
"c'mon dont be shy!!!"
"WakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakkakakakakaaI may like you//if you dont stay far away from me....!!"
"listen..stupid dongkey i like you too"
Dongkey, stopped moving her body, stopped shaking from lauging. Dongkey was surprised and Shocked. A while later, Dongkey realised from what she thought a bullshit joke. Dongkey started seeking a very small truth from Horse. She was almost finding a small belief when she stared at Horse's eyes. Dongkey throw hers ight to another sight, Dongkey was suddenly afraid of the shadow that suddenly came.
"wakakakakakakakkak..hahahahahahahahahh!!!!"
"stop it stupid Dongkey!!! I like U really"
"I may look small but im too mature for you Horse, you are young, How can i believe in your words???"
"Dongkey stupid...why cant you believe in my words!!!"
"i dont know..Horse..I dont know"
"Dongkey stupid..just say anything...and i will do it to prove my words"
Dongkey was too shocked. Dongkey was stupid like what he said. Dongkey just realised that he just said the word 'like', Dongkey started laughing widely.
"Dont laugh!!! at my words"
"Ok..Horse i know you like me, but sorry i couldnt believe it, why do you like me..?"
"simple, you are beautiful"
"wahahahahahah, You must be blind!!!!"
"yess you are..."
"There are many beautiful things outside....much much more than me...!!!
"but i just like you"
oohhhh poor Dongkey was flying too much high,.....
"Ok that's enough!!! im afraid to believe in you words..you are too much...more attractive to people around....im afraid to be foolished by a Horse, there maybe many Dongkey even stupid Dongkey which have been foolished but im not gonna be one of them, I like u, that's sure, and I am afraid to grow this 'Like' in to love"
"stupid Dongkey, shall i break this cage to show how much like you???"
"Stop it you know that i dont like it!!!"
"Dongkey stupid what should i do?"
"Go to your cage, take a rest and i hope you'll find yourself after that, you are drunk and blind this time"
"Shut Up!!!"
The moment break into ice, They were staring at each others' eyes, They tried to find a way to part themselves.
"what if...ehhhmmmm no no no nothing"
"what if what??? tell me!!!"
"What if i want you to stay, a while may be...?"
"Sure i will do that"
"no no no...i was just testing you"
to be continued.............
She thought the Horse was so untouchable. The Horse dint even want to be close to Dongkey. Dondkey stayed away, she couldnt ask him all the questions she had in mind. Dongkey came to see if the Horse were there in the same farmland at a moment. The Horse looked so nice and beautiful. A very active horse and a very stupid Dongkey were in the same world now. Dongkey was so happy to eat the greenary as she saw the Horse feeding himself with all he could eat. The Horse'sLaughter, beats, Voices, Dimples, gray eyes, were all she ever dreamt before.
Dongkey came, Dongkey went,....Dongkey was thinking only about Horse. Dongkey never recognized herself anymore, Dongkey was too far forgetting what she promised to her farmland behind. Dongkey then stopped dreaming for awhile. Dongkey just wanted to see the Horse. He had cheered up her heart thuds. Oh Poor Dongkey, she was so confused to define her thuds, throbs and Smiles. Dongkey a bit realised about her feeling. Gotcha...!!! Dongkey started her lullaby with many pictures she had captured and saved in her mind, that nobody could see.
Dongkey smiled in her sleeps.....
Dongkey called out the Horse...in some dreams...
Poor Dongkey...
She decided to removed the Horse from her dream, The Horse could never count on her feeling existence.
Dongkey was about to decide to go to another farmland when suddenly the Horse came around. the Horse started pronouncing her name wrongly. Dongkey kept correcting as she didnt really know if the Horse was just teasing her, oh poor Dongkey...now he made fun of Her.
Dongkey asked the Horse why he was always Injured!!!
Horse Bragged his story...Dongkey was amazed...this Horse was far from what she had seen before. There were another people in the farm but They just talked and talked..they forgot to eat...they laughed They ran..they were so happy...They forgot who they were. They were Dongkey ANd Horse, Tottaly different.
Another days came up....They were still together....
Another action show off..They were still calling out each other's name....
On one fine Day Dongkey stayed alone in her cage. She was so alone with nothing to do. Suddenly the Horse came and surprised her with his very...gorgeous face ?*Dongkey was a bit drunk and blind of the word 'like' in her dictionary*
Dongkey and Horse were somehow the same in shape abut dongkey looked a bit stupid while Horse always captivated all the attentions.
"dongkey....tell me anything you wanted to say the other day when you finally shut up ur nasty mouth"
"Which one..i guessed im done"
"Im not going to go from this cage if you dont wanna tell me!!!"
Dongkey was a stupid thing, She even forgot what she wanted to tell.
"c'mon...let me know!!!"
"Horse Dont push me!!! shall i open this head to tell you??? i forget"
"now c'mon i will sit like this beside you, i just wanna hear your words"
"wow wow.wow..what's this..Horse..I dont have anytihing to say"
Suddenly Dogkey's eyes and Horse' were locked under one fine moment, Time stopped!!! Dongkey remembered what she was going to say the other day, the horse's eyes..made her stay in the best Bliss!!!!
"Horse what if i like you???" Dongkey said
"repeat!!!"
""No no..no"
"c'mon dont be shy!!!"
"WakakakakakakakakakakakakakakakkakakakakaaI may like you//if you dont stay far away from me....!!"
"listen..stupid dongkey i like you too"
Dongkey, stopped moving her body, stopped shaking from lauging. Dongkey was surprised and Shocked. A while later, Dongkey realised from what she thought a bullshit joke. Dongkey started seeking a very small truth from Horse. She was almost finding a small belief when she stared at Horse's eyes. Dongkey throw hers ight to another sight, Dongkey was suddenly afraid of the shadow that suddenly came.
"wakakakakakakakkak..hahahahahahahahahh!!!!"
"stop it stupid Dongkey!!! I like U really"
"I may look small but im too mature for you Horse, you are young, How can i believe in your words???"
"Dongkey stupid...why cant you believe in my words!!!"
"i dont know..Horse..I dont know"
"Dongkey stupid..just say anything...and i will do it to prove my words"
Dongkey was too shocked. Dongkey was stupid like what he said. Dongkey just realised that he just said the word 'like', Dongkey started laughing widely.
"Dont laugh!!! at my words"
"Ok..Horse i know you like me, but sorry i couldnt believe it, why do you like me..?"
"simple, you are beautiful"
"wahahahahahah, You must be blind!!!!"
"yess you are..."
"There are many beautiful things outside....much much more than me...!!!
"but i just like you"
oohhhh poor Dongkey was flying too much high,.....
"Ok that's enough!!! im afraid to believe in you words..you are too much...more attractive to people around....im afraid to be foolished by a Horse, there maybe many Dongkey even stupid Dongkey which have been foolished but im not gonna be one of them, I like u, that's sure, and I am afraid to grow this 'Like' in to love"
"stupid Dongkey, shall i break this cage to show how much like you???"
"Stop it you know that i dont like it!!!"
"Dongkey stupid what should i do?"
"Go to your cage, take a rest and i hope you'll find yourself after that, you are drunk and blind this time"
"Shut Up!!!"
The moment break into ice, They were staring at each others' eyes, They tried to find a way to part themselves.
"what if...ehhhmmmm no no no nothing"
"what if what??? tell me!!!"
"What if i want you to stay, a while may be...?"
"Sure i will do that"
"no no no...i was just testing you"
to be continued.............
The story Of me and my Mr. Right (a rough draft) i really hope for 'Him' to reading..
It was a very rough month for me. I had to dumb a nice boyfriend. I had been with him for almost 2 months but I dint think he was the right one for me. He was a handsome successful businessman who was not too successful in study. He changed car weekly. But, I was too afraid of having him though this life. I guess it would be hard for me to follow his way of life. Afterall he was very nice and kind. On a very beautiful saturday afternoon, we met in a city park, the place where he really didnt like. He'd rather think of going to a restaurant or another cool place to meet his lover.
Since that day, the date of january 19th has been an unforgetable moment in his life. He went out in a ay light to see his lover. Again he would have chosen a nice evening under the twilight. Yea...He was a kind of romantic, posessive, and Mr. "have have to do wht the lover asks". Those were parts i love the most from him. He felt very strange that he crashed a motor bike right in front of his house when he decided to go with a car. I had told him to go with a bike...He called me and said "babe...i dont wanna miss you". I hung up.
I had told my friends that i was done with him. There was nothing else to do with this man. I wasnt brave to start a very serious relationship, what he expexted to have. i was plain and green and still wanna play around. LOl...he really didnt know that i was having three other dates the other day. He didnt knew me at all and i dint wanna get too close to him as well. Gals said he was the one should be chosen to spend the life with. I said NO.
Finally the time had to pass very fast. I went there earlier than him to choose the right seat. The right seat was the closest too the police hut. I knew him a bit dangerous when he got mad. Later on, i knew i was mistaken for this kind of thought. The plan was, That i would sit down nicely, waiting for him without any doubt of sweet face, and talked calmly as i thought this was the best way for us to continue ourlives.
He arrived, I was turning in to scared. I saw his cool bike which we usually rode. Suddenly the romantic pictures of us reviewed in my mind. I was about to cancle my plan when he finally called me as he didnt notice my place at all. I was confused, i missed the first call. I waited for annother call. My phone rang again and "hello...."
The word i said, bore another words, another, and another...finally he stood right infront of me. He said "Ma lady...i miss you.." we were still on the phone. I closed my eyes i didnt wanna see his face. "Just sit down nicely beside me and never face me, we keep talking on he phone otherwise i'll run away, it's a public place u know". As it was hard for him to understand he followed.
"why we should be like this, i guess we should go to our favourite spot"
"Yours..not mine"
"repeat"
"see! the main thing i need to say today is that i had enough"
Silent , no talk, no move frome me, he lit his cancer stick. The beautiful part from him when he is sad. I should have noticed that this man was very mature. He knew the problem before i explained little longer. Oh..G!...Now i really miss him. LOL. "I feel that u are too good for me" The classic words to run away from a mistake, burst out from my mouth.
"what's the reason"
" I know you deserve a better girl"
"Shhhhhi*, My family was at the top of the happiness when i brought you home the other day"
"Sorry..."
"Let's go home babe, i can forget this joke..and we'll have dinner at my home, myMOm"
"Shhh...no mommy..mommy words!!
"I know it maybe hard for you..Im sure you can love sombody else soon,"
"WHY!!! I love you..i can tell this world i love you!!! Why..!!tell me!!! please!!
"dont ask me..."
We fell into silent again..with the phone on our ears..a bit stupid..but we plunged too deep into this water of confusion. People come more and more. Some of them laughing at something that is too far from our thought.
"only a reason and i 'll go"
"I just dont know how to put a bigger love in you"
"See!! you love me i know!!
" not sure!
"Please..come with me..let's start it over if i had mistaken!!
"Im out from this love"
He was silent right after listening my words. He stare at me and i closed my eyes again. And he said..
"Okay..im going now..but never ever think that you've done this love, we can talk about this later!!!
He went away just before i say.."No thank you, we are done"
I lost him in my sight. i could say that he was the most handsome man on the spot. Suddenly i remembered that he may follow me home. He could do something bad. I didnt know him. All that i know was only his love and he had many friends around the city. What if he just asked one of his friends to kill me? *too exagerated*
I ran out of the park and stop a taxi. I turned of all my cell phones. I lived in a terror for three hours. I turned on my phones with many messages saying "i love you babe". Calls suddenly came and all were my friends. They really wanted to know if i had dumbed him. Then they said "im so sorry for him". "Ok..then"
I never got his news until 14th september this year. I have lost him. He sent me a message on my Friendster:
whtever her name...cause "i dnt wanna miss a thnk"someone who i love in my past..so manny question abaut her,, who is she....? so many lie sh's say to me,,, there many time she let me down,,, there many time she playing my heart,,, then sh's smile abaut it... sh's cruel intension...and i dont know why sh's did that to me...?i suppose i'll never know it. it's past... it's hurt...but i alredy forgive her..be good n take care...i hope u change n love someone whith ur heart, n dont ever let him down..
He is My Past....
After this part. My friends suggested me to be alone. They wanted me to not getting any relationship with anyone atleast for three months. They said i was the worst girl on earth. i dint know why, i just followed the suggestion. I didnt anything related with love. I was so into my job. Suddenly i had enough time to accompany myself, to love myself, to be myself, to be with nobody, only affiliated to friends.
To tell the truth, the memory of my ex-nice boyfriend still lingered. But i was too afraid to make another mistake. Sometimes i still got some calls from him but i always ignored. Friends again told me that i was cruel. I never thougt that i was cruel. Till read the message. There were so many good times i passed with him. All i could say was ROMANTIC. He played guitar around me, he dressed up properly when he wanted to meet me as i was very important person on earth, people could never guess why i dumbed him.
One word that might be the most reason was POSSESSIVE. 151208 was the date when i accepted him tobe the owner of my heart. It is now Okay. Let's go back to the state of being alone of mine. Then i finally missed something i called "to be protected, to be the one, to be with a man". I told my friend about this, but she said "think properly", another friend said i had to think of my age. the bottom line was that i had to get somebody who i can lean my head on.
Suddenly i got another thought that i should think much about my future. I got a good job where i could get a good salary. I had nothing to do with school i was done. i should fine the Mr. right. My parents always said that i had to get a man who i could follow to do good things, Who could make me feel secured, who i could trust deeply, who could understand me...."DO YOU WANT? (this quest is for you guys! c'mon one of you who read this.LOL. NOBODY WANTS ME)"
I then realised that i had left the internet connection for 5 months. Myfriends told me that i had to stop making friends for only three months. It had been 5 months for me not to meet new friend. That was the time when i had a bad mood. My friends were out of the boarding house. They were to busy with their business. Some of them were too busy with their boyfriends. HUUH! i was so alone. I went to a very silly net centre. The operator smilled at me and said.."i miss you". ARrrggh!!! I knew that because i didnt spent much money for the net for the past 5 months.
I opened my friendster and Yahoo. Thousand unread mails. Suddenly a friend popped up. We were chatting like before. We had never met before. I forgot most information about him. He said the first Hi"....We started to intoduced ourselves again. I knew that he was from a very good university in the city. I decided to like him. he impressed me from the background of study.
We were talking formally. Like meeting an old friend. Telling our classes story. I am not so into him but yess i started dreaming of having this kind of boyfriend; polite, smart, and just one year older than me. We are just in the equal level of life. Suddenly the rain came. I didnt bring an umbrella. I thought it would be nice to stay chatting in the net center. When i was about to tell him my phone number, the internet was down.
I decided to go home. My boarding house was very close to internet center, but sure the rain was falling cat and dog. I enter a caffe. I saw more and more people stopped their trip and finally order coffee. I was the only girl there. I knew some of them started to make a joke of me. I dint care. They were talking around me, two boys with black jackets. They, i guessed talked about me. Everytime i tried to warn them by looking at them, they hide their faces.
Oh G!!! rain didnt stop in an hour! suddenly i missed my bed. I decided to get out and run home. One of them (boys with black jackets) stop me in fron of the cashier desk.
"hi" he open u his cute lips as he is cute too, rather short
"and what's up"
" my name is Yans? he said while asking for a handshake,
"Then?
"I just wanna know your name?
"fifi"
"oghh hi fi...my friend would like to meet you"
"then?
"would you mind to?
"of course, why not?
he called out his friend and a young guy, much talle than the first boy came to us. This one has a very sweeeeet smile, calm, simple.
"Hi this is my friend Budi..." what a very silly name.
" hi" i said finally
" Bud this is fifi"
They were cute, but if i could choose, LOL, i would choose the taller one. His snmile could stop my breath for a second (hyperbolic). We spent an hour to talk and finally the shorter guy left us. His house was around my boarding house, he said he really needed to do something. We were there, only the two of us.
"I hope, that you are the one who just chatted with me"
" Why !!! is she beautiful like me? i tried to make a joke
"dont know, i just gave her my phone number and i dint get hers, she would never call me i guess"
"dont be down like that, you boys..will be easy to forget one girl and get another girl in a chat room"
"not me"
"hahahha,look....how come that you really expect her"
He fell in to silence. Staring at his glass which was full of orange juice with cellphone in his hand. I started to get bored. He was cute, but..hahah tooo melancholic...!! i got an idea to pretend that i got a call and i neeed to leave the cafe.
"hi! who is this?, i just wanted to make a fake call but the phone number was picked up, how come!
"em..iwho are you!
"How come! I just turned my body around and i found him facing me with his handphone
"heloooooo!!!
"yeah..im here!!!
I turned off my cellphone and he was wondering. He kept silence.
"wait..tell me..are we just on the phone!!!????
"i m not sure, call that number again!
I did it and we look at each other, his phone was ringing right away.
"GOD"
"Yeh thanks God he has brought me a girl"
I didnt answer anything. remained silence, till he sent me home. At home i was wondering how..could this happen. i dint tell my friends at all. It had been a week since we met. Nobody tried to reach ech other. But. there were five missed calls when i checked my cellphone. HIM! I dint kknow why, suddenly i wanted to call back, but my phone was ringing again, popping up his number.
"Hi, how's life"
"good i guess"
"it's saturday, i was wondering if we could go out for coffee"
" well..i'll let you know in the next 2 hours"
"should i wait for that long...?
"YOu should"
"Ok...see yaa..."
Short question and answer, I never knew what to say. I didnt want to let anybony knew this. I was too afraid to have a new friend. It was eady for me to turn on. He was qualified enough for this. Intelligence. The only thing i knew good from him.
I just made up my mind and i didnt let him wait for 2 hours. I just said 'yess' and we went off. We had a quite nice date that time. He took me out to a movie and ended up in dinner. We were there eating and enjoy ourselves. Nobody wanted to talk. We just enjoyed every single song presented by a local jazz group.
I smiled when we found our eyes met in a glance. He was about to say something a little while later, but he postponed. He thougt about that for a while. then suddenly he said:
"I am so sorry that i need to ask your permition to hold your hand to support me saying something now"
This was really the first time in my life to hear this weird act. I could not get his point.
"what support is that may i know"
"may i?"
"yess of course", i was little embarrased when i felt that touch. This man was not a playboy i knew. His way of holding my hand behind the candle light was really strange as he'd nevr done before. "warm and charming"
"i just want to say that you will be the last girl to own my heart"
I stared at his eyes, no doubt. I was shocked. i had never got this act before. All i had done with all boy friends were having fun. This saying was quite serius for me.
" Will you be my wife?
his other question made me cry. Somebody proposed me on the first date. I dint know why that i said, "yess"
till now he is with e. i promise him to be the only owner of this heart.
Absolutely i want to be his wife.
The Mr. right that i had been seraching for so long, i found.
I love him and will always be forever.
Mr. right made me never ask why and what shoul i...
Yess is an absolute answer.
Love you....till the end of time.
(Surabaya, SUTOS XXI, Kungfu Panda, 150608,)
Since that day, the date of january 19th has been an unforgetable moment in his life. He went out in a ay light to see his lover. Again he would have chosen a nice evening under the twilight. Yea...He was a kind of romantic, posessive, and Mr. "have have to do wht the lover asks". Those were parts i love the most from him. He felt very strange that he crashed a motor bike right in front of his house when he decided to go with a car. I had told him to go with a bike...He called me and said "babe...i dont wanna miss you". I hung up.
I had told my friends that i was done with him. There was nothing else to do with this man. I wasnt brave to start a very serious relationship, what he expexted to have. i was plain and green and still wanna play around. LOl...he really didnt know that i was having three other dates the other day. He didnt knew me at all and i dint wanna get too close to him as well. Gals said he was the one should be chosen to spend the life with. I said NO.
Finally the time had to pass very fast. I went there earlier than him to choose the right seat. The right seat was the closest too the police hut. I knew him a bit dangerous when he got mad. Later on, i knew i was mistaken for this kind of thought. The plan was, That i would sit down nicely, waiting for him without any doubt of sweet face, and talked calmly as i thought this was the best way for us to continue ourlives.
He arrived, I was turning in to scared. I saw his cool bike which we usually rode. Suddenly the romantic pictures of us reviewed in my mind. I was about to cancle my plan when he finally called me as he didnt notice my place at all. I was confused, i missed the first call. I waited for annother call. My phone rang again and "hello...."
The word i said, bore another words, another, and another...finally he stood right infront of me. He said "Ma lady...i miss you.." we were still on the phone. I closed my eyes i didnt wanna see his face. "Just sit down nicely beside me and never face me, we keep talking on he phone otherwise i'll run away, it's a public place u know". As it was hard for him to understand he followed.
"why we should be like this, i guess we should go to our favourite spot"
"Yours..not mine"
"repeat"
"see! the main thing i need to say today is that i had enough"
Silent , no talk, no move frome me, he lit his cancer stick. The beautiful part from him when he is sad. I should have noticed that this man was very mature. He knew the problem before i explained little longer. Oh..G!...Now i really miss him. LOL. "I feel that u are too good for me" The classic words to run away from a mistake, burst out from my mouth.
"what's the reason"
" I know you deserve a better girl"
"Shhhhhi*, My family was at the top of the happiness when i brought you home the other day"
"Sorry..."
"Let's go home babe, i can forget this joke..and we'll have dinner at my home, myMOm"
"Shhh...no mommy..mommy words!!
"I know it maybe hard for you..Im sure you can love sombody else soon,"
"WHY!!! I love you..i can tell this world i love you!!! Why..!!tell me!!! please!!
"dont ask me..."
We fell into silent again..with the phone on our ears..a bit stupid..but we plunged too deep into this water of confusion. People come more and more. Some of them laughing at something that is too far from our thought.
"only a reason and i 'll go"
"I just dont know how to put a bigger love in you"
"See!! you love me i know!!
" not sure!
"Please..come with me..let's start it over if i had mistaken!!
"Im out from this love"
He was silent right after listening my words. He stare at me and i closed my eyes again. And he said..
"Okay..im going now..but never ever think that you've done this love, we can talk about this later!!!
He went away just before i say.."No thank you, we are done"
I lost him in my sight. i could say that he was the most handsome man on the spot. Suddenly i remembered that he may follow me home. He could do something bad. I didnt know him. All that i know was only his love and he had many friends around the city. What if he just asked one of his friends to kill me? *too exagerated*
I ran out of the park and stop a taxi. I turned of all my cell phones. I lived in a terror for three hours. I turned on my phones with many messages saying "i love you babe". Calls suddenly came and all were my friends. They really wanted to know if i had dumbed him. Then they said "im so sorry for him". "Ok..then"
I never got his news until 14th september this year. I have lost him. He sent me a message on my Friendster:
whtever her name...cause "i dnt wanna miss a thnk"someone who i love in my past..so manny question abaut her,, who is she....? so many lie sh's say to me,,, there many time she let me down,,, there many time she playing my heart,,, then sh's smile abaut it... sh's cruel intension...and i dont know why sh's did that to me...?i suppose i'll never know it. it's past... it's hurt...but i alredy forgive her..be good n take care...i hope u change n love someone whith ur heart, n dont ever let him down..
He is My Past....
After this part. My friends suggested me to be alone. They wanted me to not getting any relationship with anyone atleast for three months. They said i was the worst girl on earth. i dint know why, i just followed the suggestion. I didnt anything related with love. I was so into my job. Suddenly i had enough time to accompany myself, to love myself, to be myself, to be with nobody, only affiliated to friends.
To tell the truth, the memory of my ex-nice boyfriend still lingered. But i was too afraid to make another mistake. Sometimes i still got some calls from him but i always ignored. Friends again told me that i was cruel. I never thougt that i was cruel. Till read the message. There were so many good times i passed with him. All i could say was ROMANTIC. He played guitar around me, he dressed up properly when he wanted to meet me as i was very important person on earth, people could never guess why i dumbed him.
One word that might be the most reason was POSSESSIVE. 151208 was the date when i accepted him tobe the owner of my heart. It is now Okay. Let's go back to the state of being alone of mine. Then i finally missed something i called "to be protected, to be the one, to be with a man". I told my friend about this, but she said "think properly", another friend said i had to think of my age. the bottom line was that i had to get somebody who i can lean my head on.
Suddenly i got another thought that i should think much about my future. I got a good job where i could get a good salary. I had nothing to do with school i was done. i should fine the Mr. right. My parents always said that i had to get a man who i could follow to do good things, Who could make me feel secured, who i could trust deeply, who could understand me...."DO YOU WANT? (this quest is for you guys! c'mon one of you who read this.LOL. NOBODY WANTS ME)"
I then realised that i had left the internet connection for 5 months. Myfriends told me that i had to stop making friends for only three months. It had been 5 months for me not to meet new friend. That was the time when i had a bad mood. My friends were out of the boarding house. They were to busy with their business. Some of them were too busy with their boyfriends. HUUH! i was so alone. I went to a very silly net centre. The operator smilled at me and said.."i miss you". ARrrggh!!! I knew that because i didnt spent much money for the net for the past 5 months.
I opened my friendster and Yahoo. Thousand unread mails. Suddenly a friend popped up. We were chatting like before. We had never met before. I forgot most information about him. He said the first Hi"....We started to intoduced ourselves again. I knew that he was from a very good university in the city. I decided to like him. he impressed me from the background of study.
We were talking formally. Like meeting an old friend. Telling our classes story. I am not so into him but yess i started dreaming of having this kind of boyfriend; polite, smart, and just one year older than me. We are just in the equal level of life. Suddenly the rain came. I didnt bring an umbrella. I thought it would be nice to stay chatting in the net center. When i was about to tell him my phone number, the internet was down.
I decided to go home. My boarding house was very close to internet center, but sure the rain was falling cat and dog. I enter a caffe. I saw more and more people stopped their trip and finally order coffee. I was the only girl there. I knew some of them started to make a joke of me. I dint care. They were talking around me, two boys with black jackets. They, i guessed talked about me. Everytime i tried to warn them by looking at them, they hide their faces.
Oh G!!! rain didnt stop in an hour! suddenly i missed my bed. I decided to get out and run home. One of them (boys with black jackets) stop me in fron of the cashier desk.
"hi" he open u his cute lips as he is cute too, rather short
"and what's up"
" my name is Yans? he said while asking for a handshake,
"Then?
"I just wanna know your name?
"fifi"
"oghh hi fi...my friend would like to meet you"
"then?
"would you mind to?
"of course, why not?
he called out his friend and a young guy, much talle than the first boy came to us. This one has a very sweeeeet smile, calm, simple.
"Hi this is my friend Budi..." what a very silly name.
" hi" i said finally
" Bud this is fifi"
They were cute, but if i could choose, LOL, i would choose the taller one. His snmile could stop my breath for a second (hyperbolic). We spent an hour to talk and finally the shorter guy left us. His house was around my boarding house, he said he really needed to do something. We were there, only the two of us.
"I hope, that you are the one who just chatted with me"
" Why !!! is she beautiful like me? i tried to make a joke
"dont know, i just gave her my phone number and i dint get hers, she would never call me i guess"
"dont be down like that, you boys..will be easy to forget one girl and get another girl in a chat room"
"not me"
"hahahha,look....how come that you really expect her"
He fell in to silence. Staring at his glass which was full of orange juice with cellphone in his hand. I started to get bored. He was cute, but..hahah tooo melancholic...!! i got an idea to pretend that i got a call and i neeed to leave the cafe.
"hi! who is this?, i just wanted to make a fake call but the phone number was picked up, how come!
"em..iwho are you!
"How come! I just turned my body around and i found him facing me with his handphone
"heloooooo!!!
"yeah..im here!!!
I turned off my cellphone and he was wondering. He kept silence.
"wait..tell me..are we just on the phone!!!????
"i m not sure, call that number again!
I did it and we look at each other, his phone was ringing right away.
"GOD"
"Yeh thanks God he has brought me a girl"
I didnt answer anything. remained silence, till he sent me home. At home i was wondering how..could this happen. i dint tell my friends at all. It had been a week since we met. Nobody tried to reach ech other. But. there were five missed calls when i checked my cellphone. HIM! I dint kknow why, suddenly i wanted to call back, but my phone was ringing again, popping up his number.
"Hi, how's life"
"good i guess"
"it's saturday, i was wondering if we could go out for coffee"
" well..i'll let you know in the next 2 hours"
"should i wait for that long...?
"YOu should"
"Ok...see yaa..."
Short question and answer, I never knew what to say. I didnt want to let anybony knew this. I was too afraid to have a new friend. It was eady for me to turn on. He was qualified enough for this. Intelligence. The only thing i knew good from him.
I just made up my mind and i didnt let him wait for 2 hours. I just said 'yess' and we went off. We had a quite nice date that time. He took me out to a movie and ended up in dinner. We were there eating and enjoy ourselves. Nobody wanted to talk. We just enjoyed every single song presented by a local jazz group.
I smiled when we found our eyes met in a glance. He was about to say something a little while later, but he postponed. He thougt about that for a while. then suddenly he said:
"I am so sorry that i need to ask your permition to hold your hand to support me saying something now"
This was really the first time in my life to hear this weird act. I could not get his point.
"what support is that may i know"
"may i?"
"yess of course", i was little embarrased when i felt that touch. This man was not a playboy i knew. His way of holding my hand behind the candle light was really strange as he'd nevr done before. "warm and charming"
"i just want to say that you will be the last girl to own my heart"
I stared at his eyes, no doubt. I was shocked. i had never got this act before. All i had done with all boy friends were having fun. This saying was quite serius for me.
" Will you be my wife?
his other question made me cry. Somebody proposed me on the first date. I dint know why that i said, "yess"
till now he is with e. i promise him to be the only owner of this heart.
Absolutely i want to be his wife.
The Mr. right that i had been seraching for so long, i found.
I love him and will always be forever.
Mr. right made me never ask why and what shoul i...
Yess is an absolute answer.
Love you....till the end of time.
(Surabaya, SUTOS XXI, Kungfu Panda, 150608,)
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